In a few months, I’ll be leaving 25 behind and I’m still stuck to the terrified, child-minded coward dog who follows what fate beholds.
It’s been a while (I’m never tired of saying this at every beginning of my essays. or vlogs) I’m never consistent in everything I start with. Now, I’m writing again because I watched Set It Up. The lead lady had never started nor finished any article for she loops herself with excuses. Plus her boss was a time-eater.
That I realized, I have completely forgotten writing in my blog. It’s like it never existed. and look at the words I’m using. It’s like the work of a middle school student who is asked to write an essay full of fragmented speech!
Perhaps, writing is really not my strength. Why did I start doing blogs anyway?
That I have to remind myself. because I pity my 25 years old me writing below his level. I should be writing complex sentences now that go straight to the target. I should display these factors for I’m teaching it to my students. I’m an English Teacher for my student’s sake!
Had I been so hard to myself? If being hard to myself will push and prepare me to be better. I should stop putting up a pity-party and reassess my strengths. What are the things I’m good at that I wanted to still hone? What are the things I should be dropping off the school bus?
I have to choose my battles and set the priorities for I’m not getting any younger. Have to man up this time! I’m freaking 26 in 4 months!
The Me.nimalist 
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